Trying to keep a 'sense of humour!'

Not easy..............got over lung infection nearly then ate something (bad cough mixture) and ended up in Hospital being fed on drips.
Also had the worst CRAMPS in my legs and feet ( Hospital bemused by the noise I made) that NO person should ever have to experience EVER.
It seems I have a lack of Calcium and B vitamins!
STILL cannot walk and legs and feet severely bruised.

Martin and me have just 'walked away' from House (in a calm Hotel trying to recover) because we will be dead if we carry on.
We will handle what needs to be done from France.

This is kind of important to me and maybe a LOT of other dear friends:  Lifelong Dreams!
Mine is 'threatening' to come true (living in My Birthplace again) BUT with it a much more difficult reality than I could ever have foreseen.
When my Parents left SL i was 21/22 yrs old. While me and my siblings were here, we had SO little to deal with because we were kids. I now see and understand the frustrations of living a life SO completely different to any we would have had if my Parents had stayed in England.
One is 'brought up' with certain ideas, standards..............all of which have absolutely NO place (to my mind) in a Tropical Country like this....or maybe anywhere away from one's home?
Dreams I now see are, just that.....dreams.
You can force them to come true as me and Martin have done but don't ever expect them to be exactly the way you dreamed them........nothing in life is that easy.

Suppose you won the Lottery?
This is I think, a dream?
What happens to all those people who suddenly get money, fame?
Mostly it seems they are unhappy, suddenly have attention (from friends who never were friends before) etc

I am 'waffling' but this has been a 'cathartic' time for me.....living back where I was young and now so much older!

Have your dreams, follow them but don't expect them to be perfect.

Love you all so much and I miss you.......won't be here for a while but I thank you so much for all your messages and love.
BIG warm HUGS